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i’m 4,500 miles away from home but i know i will still feel just as far away once i get back. every aspect of my life feels pointless and directionless. i am so fucking homesick and i no longer have a home to return to. i no longer have a safe place to fall apart in. i want to leave this earth. i am so tired of fighting. i am so tired of losing. i am so tired of waking up and realizing that i can’t get back what i’ve lost. i’m sorry for how i am. my heart only knows extremes. i can only hold on until i realize how far i’ve dragged you down with me.
this is so Annoying and pathetic like wow girl get a therapist and stop posting dumb shit on the Internet yOU aRE 24 YEARs OLD
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i’m 4,500 miles away from home but i know i will still feel just as far away once i get back. every aspect of my life feels pointless and directionless. i am so fucking homesick and i no longer have a home to return to. i no longer have a safe place to fall apart in. i want to leave this earth. i am so tired of fighting. i am so tired of losing. i am so tired of waking up and realizing that i can’t get back what i’ve lost. i’m sorry for how i am. my heart only knows extremes. i can only hold on until i realize how far i’ve dragged you down with me.
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“Soon we will be strangers. No, we can never be that. Hurting someone is an act of reluctant intimacy. We will be dangerous acquaintances with a history.”
— Hanif Kureishi, Intimacy and Midnight All Day: A Novel and Stories (via agooduniverse)
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The Wait, Six N. Five
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(Source: Flickr / elsableda)
